i guess its really time to say goodbye..

I'm Already Gone

I think its enough that you changed me

you changed everything in me

the way i think and the things i do

I am thankful for all the things you did for me

and the way you made me feel

you were someone special

and ill never forget you, thats a promise

but right now i have to love myself more

coz the sad truth is that i love you more than i love me

i need to love myself more

to be able to do that, i have to let you go

in every corner of my mind

i have to let go the memories of you

well i know you wouldn't care at all

you wouldn't even notice if i disappear

so this is final

for the last time

I NEED TO

I SHOULD

AND I HAVE TO

LET YOU GO.

goodbye kris

it was fun while it lasted

Tired, Tired Tired!

im tired im tired im fucking tired!

im tired of putting in more effort than i deserve.

im tired of craving for your attention.

im tired of loving you more and more each and everyday

and yet you dont even give a fuck damn shit!

im tired of it all.

im tired of you.

im tired of my thoughts of you.

im tired of my feelings for you, you dont even deserve it.

im tired of feeling like a dog stalking your every move.

im tired of waiting and waiting and then waiting.

IM TIRED! SO FUCK YOU! IM LEAVING YOU!

SANA HINDI NALANG KITA NAKILALA. IKAW ANG PINAKAMALAKING MISTAKE NA NANGYARE SA BUHAY KO.

Please Love Me Back

here comes the morning again. the sun's about to shine. i'm about to wake up.

can't i just sleep forever? can't the night just remain forever?

I want to close my eyes. I don't want to see anything.

please don't act like this. you don't know how much this pains me.

I'm standing right here and yet you don't even see me.

don't you care at all? Was I the only one who fall?

can't you even look at me? all i'm asking is just a second.

I look tired and I'm a disaster, but I am here.

unrequited i know i am, but you're free to love me back.

you're free to love me back... so can you please love me back?

story of my love life. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBk3ynRbtsw

written by: ianthe

i miss you so much! can you help me how to let you go? can you teach me not to want you more? its been a week since we last talked and it really feels like forever in my world.